I Fear

You know when you get that feeling? The rumbling inside your soul; the ache in your heart? The knowledge that something... something's just not right. I have that. It's holding my eyelids from dropping off into slumber. It's keeping peace at a distance.

Why do people choose to do bad things? Why must they? How can such a good girl get involved with such a jerk of a guy? WHY?! Why would she? Doesn't she know she deserves better then him? How could she not see that he is sucking the very life out of her? I know she can feel it. Why can't she get out? Move on. Leave. I'm so afraid he's going to hurt her. But maybe she is too. Maybe that's why she can't leave. She's stuck. He won't let her go. At one time she felt loved. Now, she's trapped. Trapped in a net he's thrown before her. HOW COULD HE?!! What possessed him to do that?! Is it possible someone could be so... so heartless?

It makes me sick to think of girls thinking they are going to find love in a relationship, and then getting stuck, abused, sucked dry of all that they were. Told they are worth nothing without that guy. That guy defines her. Disgusting. It makes me want to punch a wall. Throw water over her face- wake her up! Beat the tar out of him.

What gives him the right? Nothing. HE HAS NO RIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

If you hurt her... I swear! I will do something about it. You do not own her. She is not yours to hurt. Don't treat her like this... Oh please don't....

Please....

Leave her be.

Let her be.